Monday, 31 January 2011
CATHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYS
har har har i feel so cheecky, im in mrs evans ict lesson and im on blogger, i feel like such a rebel. we just finished our english oral, SO FUNNY! espically salman, he was the takeaway owner. nobody found it as funny as i did. fucking hilarious. grr jessica is flirting again, as usual. this girl irratates me so much, first she flirts with liam like all the time. i want to hit her so much and now she is flirting with fiesal who recently broke up with charlie. i really dont understand how jess is a person, it feels like she has no feelings for other people around her. i want someone to hurt her the way she hurts other people. i actually feel sorry for danial crofts that he went out with such a nasty ugly little c.a.t! he seems like a really nice person why is he so stupid as to go out with someone like jess. maayn im talking alot. anyway i want to tell her about it, like why she flirts with so many times and why she enjoyes hurting people, dont worry im going to get her back like i got her out today in baseball. well basically in double games today she got me out and loads of other people so when it was her turn to run i dabbed her with my ball like crazy, SHE CANT GET AWAY WITH MURDER. I wish a dog just comes right now in this ict room and eats her.
HAR HAR HAR
Thursday, 27 January 2011
today has been the most tiering day eveer, after Britain's got talent yesturday everything just seemed so un-real, it felt weird and unsual to be in school. it really irratates when I know someone is talking behind my back and how they try and keep it a secret, its so obvious I can tell when someone talks about me. I don't really care anymore, I don't want to try with people that are just going to throw it back in my face. I'm so glad to leave cathays and hopefully HOPEFULLY get into St Davids at which i can get away from all this bitchy atmosphere and try and be independant. I didn't get to go home last night so I'm so knackered, I just woke up from my bed still in my school uniform i feel so icky.
please please st davids please accept me :B
please please st davids please accept me :B
Monday, 24 January 2011
mooooooooooooooooody cow
today has been the longest day of my whole entire life, it dragged on and on. i don't know how to explain how i feel right now, it's odd i don't know whether i should feel bad for myself or bad for others. today in sociology one of my close friends was talking about her relationship and how it wasn't going so well, i can honestly say i felt heartbroken for her. She's so lovely and sweet preferably one of the nicest people i have met in my whole entire life, and to see her upset because of her relationship made me really sad. i wasn't really close to her before but over the last year especially during the school play we became really close and she is a person that i truly care about and to see her upset kind of made me upset. through this whole day i've constantly been reminded about relationships and it has pissed me offfffffffffff. people say that its great to be single and not care but being single is like being lonely, when your in a relationship you feel like you can talk to someone about your feelings and that they actually care about you. im actually thinking that im not meant to be in a relationship at all, no matter how hard i try maybe its not finding the right guy maybe its just that im not suitable for any guy.
one of the worst days eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeer.
Saturday, 22 January 2011
Thursday, 20 January 2011
20th January
today i actually turned 16, which is no different to being 15 but still im getting older. i feel like i should mature more but i really don't want. it was such a fun day. ella and louise had planned a surprise birthday 'outing' for me with most of the people in our year, IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! and they brought me cake as well. TEHE. it feels so good to have fwends like these ladies. i should really start planning things for their birthday's as well, i've got some ideas at the back of my head :B.
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