mr lonely

today i've cried so much its unreal. I feel so lonely and sad, i feel like no one really cares enough and just akfjahkf! i don't really know how to explain it. i have to bottle up inside so many emotions and thoughts and feelings simply because i feel like i have no one that will listen or cares enough too. i have so many things that i want to talk about but i can't because its so hard, oh fluffy he's such a good cat, he always listens to me :) except when he's girlfriend comes along. ella has got me hooked up on jersey shore, daaaym vinnie if foine. i laugh so much at pauly D's hair, chuckle chuckle. i dont know why i mostly write at night times, im so busy during the day its hard to take some time off. but from tomorrow, coursework and I.T :(